…discovering me

An entire day at home

I did not leave my house today.  Can’t remember the last time I spent the whole day home without leaving.  It was nice.  I literally stayed in my pjs all day and cleaned and went through old stuff.  I did laundry and went through my closet to weed out the old stuff.  I gathered at least 50 pieces of clothing I don’t need, there are more, but I can’t part just yet.  I watched some of my shows on dvr, laid in bed while listening to music/thunder and played with Tuscany.  I wish I could do this more often, but work takes me out and so does random task.

I like being alone.  I think I have missed that not living at home.  For 5 years a roommate has pretty much always been home or I’ve been with a boy friend.  I have severely missed me time.  I don’t really do anything that different but there is something about being the only one that is comforting.  I believe this to be a direct result of being an old child of divorced working parents.  I have always had ample alone time.  When I was little I would come home after school and have at least a few hours to myself.  My parents always trusted me to stay alone and would leave me to run errands and such.  Once I was six teen my dad would go on business trips and let me stay alone.  I grew to truly love being slightly isolated.  Many people always have to have someone around.  They can’t stand the thought of having to entertain themselves.  Hearing their own thoughts and being with themselves.  I find peace in it.

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