so monday night came the realization that i was going to fail chemistry this summer, well maybe not fail but drop. my tutor (my ex) was tutoring me and said “you would be lucky to get a 40 tomorrow.” while this might seem harsh, it wasn’t. i understood nothing! we decided it would be best if i tried again next summer because there is no way i could pass the class if i failed this test (i had already failed the first one), and it was clear passing wasn’t an option. there was slight hope though. if i got better than a 60, then i would continue to try to pass.
guess what?!?! i guessed my way to a 60. after taking the test i figured there was no way i would get above a 40. apparently God saw other wise.
so now i MUST pass! my life for the next month is going to consist of nothing but chemistry. i was given a second chance to try harder and im taking it. this second part is taught by another teacher and i think it will be better. i can read what he writes and understand him. the first teacher had horrible writing and a thick accent that got worse when she was excited about whatever she was saying. fresh start.
let me also just say that this isn’t chemistry for non-majors, this is chemistry for majors. that means every one in my class wants to be a doctor (of some sort) then there is me and about 4 other girls who want to make people look better. apparently UT got confused that making people better and making people look better required the same base knowledge.
i can pass! i will pass! i MUST pass!
and at the end of this horrible nightmare i will be on my flight to San Francisco, that i just booked! 
