“trust. i wish i could trust you. i wish i felt i really knew you. i want to believe everything you ever said. but now with things the way they are…how could i? they seem nothing but words with nothing behind them. no true feelings, no true actions, nothing. emptiness. that’s how i feel now. from here on out always second guessing. i wish i wouldn’t, i wish i could believe, but this has happen to many times now. please don’t do this again. do you even hurt? have you given what you said a second thought? i know it was for the best. i deserve the best.”
-a letter undelivered
